The call...

"Jan? This is Chad. I got your results back and I'm sorry, but it shows that there would be significant risk that Ray would reject your kidney if we went through with the transplant. They did very extensive testing; and, I am still going to go over it with the surgeon, but it does show that there are just too many risk. I'm sorry, I know this is not the answer you were hoping for."

I just went back to bed, which is quit frankly where I would stay if I was able to. I keep trying to snap out of this. I have so much I'm suppose to be doing, but I feel like I just can't. For my husband's sake I'm hoping that John will be a better match, but I'm worried about what it will mean for John and his family.